“Life here is hard, I haven’t been able to get used to living life like this, sitting idle the whole day, not working, not having money in my pocket, eating the same kind of food all the time.” James Kamau describes how difficult it has been adjust to life at the Nakuru ASK showground IDP camp.
Visiting families at the camps is like visiting a family in many rural parts of Kenya, though of course there are obvious differences. They live in tiny tents, airless and hot during the day but cold and damp at night. Instead of welcoming their guest to sit on a chair, they borrow benches or pails and their limited food rations limits hospitality from extending beyond a seat to the usual cup of tea. However, the most obvious difference is the visible presence of the man of the house. Without jobs to keep them busy, they, as well as the women, are glad to share their opinions with a newcomer.
One common concern is health, especially that of the young children. Caleb Ngaria, from the Afraha camp, explains, “It’s especially hard for the children. The water gets inside the tent, there is a lot of cold especially at night and it really affects us. You find people who weren’t sick but now they are here they are sick.” For Kamau, his concern is his children’s diet, “there is food here but it is just one kind either maize flour or maize, while lentils are used for vegetables. There is no milk for tea. The children are losing weight because they aren’t eating well.”
Not only are children as well as adults suffering from the external conditions, internally they are struggling. Most of those living in the camps, especially at showground, have been traumatized. Edward Amani, a counselor at the camp’s VCT, has seen the affects of the trauma first hand, “There were many rape cases and you couldn’t blame the people because of the trauma they had gone through. There was one case where a young man had climbed at tree for safety but his parents didn’t make it. They were slashed to death as he watched. By the time he was brought for counseling, he had already beaten up two men. We found out about the trauma and realized he felt so hopeless he just wanted to commit suicide.”
The trauma doesn’t affect just adults and youths, it affects small children as well. A single mom, displaced from Kipkelion says her children, aged seven and five, are dealing with trauma as well, “They were at our home when people were being killed and house burned all around them. Now when there were problems they cried and said, ‘they’ve found us here.’ Even when I told them it was just the police guarding the camp, they couldn’t sleep. “
According to Amani, the youth have found ways to fill their spare time and drown their pain, “We find so many young people are involved in drugs. We even have brothels, and people brewing illegal brew. So many of them are being pulled into these things.” He says a youth centre has been set up to combat these trends. At the centre, the youth have access to counseling, indoor and outdoor games and can “interact with other young people so they pass their time positively.”
With such conditions, the approximately 14,000 people living at the showground and 1,000 at Afraha are anxious to leave. However, the idea of resettlement and its possible conditions worries some of them. Martha Waithera, a diabetic grandmother caring for her granddaughter, declares she can’t go back to Burnt Forest, “Yes I can tell God I forgive them, but to look them in the eye and say I forgive you would be very hard. I can’t go back.”
Kamau shares her sentiments, saying, “People are telling me to go back and stay with those people but since I left I haven’t talked to them. If I go back, they might finish me completely. I don’t know what is in their hearts or what they are thinking. If instead the government could compensate me, I can do something for myself.”
In Afraha, where many lived around Nakuru, some like Joash say, “this issue of postponement is a waste of time because we are ready to move,” but others are concerned about how resettlement will work. Ngaria is one who is concerned, “As long as they visit and talk with us it will bring people together. If they just tell us to go back, it’s like they are throwing or pushing us and where will we go. Many people lost their things when they ran away so even if you are given a house you will still need things for the house and food.”
No matter their story, their opinions or their worries, there is a common bond shared by the IDPs and the rest of Kenya. A young women displaced from Kipkelion summed it up well, “they [Kibaki and Raila] must ensure peace can return to Kenya. It was because they failed to agree that peace disappeared and if it weren’t for that, we wouldn’t have seen the problems we saw. But if they can agree, we can continue with our lives. ”


